anxty&scdlthghts

im a failure

i annoyed the one i love

till he hates me

when trying not to

im a stupid human being

i should be ashamed of myself

why am i

not dead yet?

im an useless nuisance for everyone anyway

/anxs&scdl/

If Only

If only--
Our differences never mattered;
We weren't running out of time;
The past wasn't that harsh;
We're doing well in life;

Then we might be able to grasp a glimpse of the holy bond.

...or just if we never met-- then we don't have to bear this pain of lust.


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